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heehee here to slack again! a little more satisfied with my speed of mugging. almost finished chem ytd. but i know that i can't finish bio. but econs sure die. heehee. ok maybe i shouldnt be too satisfied. ok. and oh bea told me she burned me a cd with DeG, kagrra and miyavi in it!! booboo love u! heez but u know u need to write a song list at least so i know what i'm listening to and by who. if not i will get confused yah haha. if u wish u can write out the lyrics too haha. but we can settle this later.
mugged in sch ytd with joan, lg and beabu. saw cyn at kap!! heehee.. mugged until 1.30 ytd. just refused to sleep and kept mugging though i didn't mug much since i couldn't concentrate yet again. haha and again i couldn't concentrate so i'm here blogging! haha. but anyway i guess no matter how hard i study i won't be able to finish mugging so.. ok nvm i'll just try.
went for cip today. joan and yang didn't go in the end. wasn't really fun (how fun can cip get?) but got loads of books home! haha. it was going at such a cheap price (10 for $1). how can we resist the temptation? haha. ok can't blog much. i still want to mug. mugged until 1 ytd. gosh. problem with me is i need a damn long time before i can really concentrate. and when i really concentrate i chiong like mad. but by the time i can really concentrate its always time to do something like bathe or eat dinner. haiz. that's why i study late into the night. nobody will disturb me this way. but it's difficult to stay focused at night. mind still drifts. certain things are still left unsettled. don't feel v secure about them. how will the outcome be like? i wonder. prayer helps. i believe.
didn't accomplish anything much today. just couldn't concentrate. mind kept drifting everywhere else but mugging. shit. i have to mug! so i don't think i'll come online that often. wrote out all the topics to be tested for all subjects on a sheet of paper. just scared the hell out of me. how am i going to finish mugging all that when i don't even have 10 days?
i studied some chem! yea! ok i'm mad. take it that i am. but still not too sure about the stuff i studied. i regret not listening to the lectures. now i don't even know what i'm writing. and i missed the one and only chem tut on chemical equilibria, because of music night. ah well not that i wanted to go for chem on that day haha. but that's not the point. i need to make some sense out of it. i guess i'm just too tired today. heez.
we just finished guitar auditions. i made so many damn mistakes when we were practising. i didnt have time to prac ytd after coming back so late after pw. oh well talk abt pw. we are quite dead. how? we went out for the whole day ytd from morning till night. we had this discussion group thing in the morning. didn't turn out the way we thought it would. in the end we paused the tape recorder and told them what we wanted it to be like. but we decided it was pointless trying to fake the discussion group content. so we thought we had to change the impact since we couldn't change the trend now. if we changed it now its almost equals to us redoing the whole thing. and ms tan will KILL us for sure. but we couldn't really think of anything much. oh yah derek tan came over too. and tried to help us. oh well. then we decided we need to do research. damnit. and then we went to j8 to do survey. more specifically try to find old people to survey, since we were going orchard later. it was difficult. and we had to translate our questions on the spot. wasn't a v nice experience. and the people i tried to get either daoed me or got scared off. gosh. am i that scary? oh yah met emster in j8 haha. she helped me with some surveys too. hee thx:) then later we went to orchard to meet hoone(barney) and he looked so dazed. well he didn't look like he knew what he was doing and he continued to be like this for the rest of the day. made me and his other jies quite worried. but anyway we only finished the survey late into the night, although i told my mum that i would go home after dinner. sad case. but anyway we managed to finish most of our surveys, leaving the rest to hoone and weepz to bring to camp to give to their juniors. oh yah forgot to say that weepz came over for dinner and helped us give out survey forms too. ok by the time i reached home it was v late. 10+. by the time i finished bathing and everything: 11. i was so tired i fell asleep sitting down. by the time i woke up: 12. i was so tired i changed position and slept again. by the time i woke up: 1. mum woke up and asked me to sleep. i had to practise my guitar. so i took it out and pressed the frets without strumming. nearly fell asleep. and so today my auditions sorta sucked.
why must we have common tests and pw!! argh. i think i'm slacking really too much. i haven't even started mugging. oh gosh. oh damn what have i been doing. i don't care i must make myself start tml. even if it means just reading through the notes.
haha. realized singapore is so small. char is in mervyn's group for pre-u sem! haha. saw the photo on his blog and just read her tag on his tagboard. hahaz. just makes me think how everything seems to work in a circle.
tml's sleepover!!! yeah!!! *prays hard that it won't rain* we want to see stars using el's telescope!! heehee.. just hope that i will enjoy myself for the next two days, before plunging right into pw after that.. awwwww
nothing much happened. still working on maths and bio. told ya, nothing interesting happens without my friends haha. my life revolves around homework, music, and the vcd i'm trying to finish watching-all in. oh my how boring can my life get. i miss singing. ok i shouldn't start about this again.
it's qing yang's birthday!! hahaz. and i realized that stupid us forgot about the birthday song so i shall sing it here. *ah yang, imagine the tune yourself k haha* happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to qing yang, happy birthday to u.. yeah.. *throws imaginary confetti*
God will make a way
ok what should i say. today after chem we did pw. then casie was hungry so pw grp minus me went to eat. i just felt like mugging. so ended up doing maths in sch with lg. weepz came and went came and went and ended up doing maths with us. later when lk aka dino aka barney aka hoone (oh my which one should i use.. hmmm), casie and joanne came back and i felt like continuing to do my MI. but of course i couldnt be so bad. so did pw until want to die. whenever we plunge seriously into pw we crack our brains until we are going to die. but at least we get things done. joan came. then wee pin left. mang juin went home and came back and he was so surprised we were still doing pw hahaha.. then we decided to come online to discuss pw tonight. like now. haha. then played cards with joan and lg. we just started playing then hito called me. in the end went to kap to play cards together. 2 ppl came up to us and asked us to do some survey.. started asking stuff like how we know each other and for how long. and it's so funny that joan and hito don't even know each other's names and they are already sitting next to each other laughing and playing cards together haha. later lg left. weepz came. and we all left. oh i made joan and weepz introduce themselves to hito. haha. finally they officially know each other. that's what happened today. haha quite fun. and next tues will be more fun! going out with the gang minus jc. then on fri-sleepover!!! oh my how long have i waited for this day!!! *hugs el* yoohooooooooo ok i'm turning mad someone help me. haha we were going mad during lecture today anyway. right joan? haha.
i really do realize i only have a life when friends are around. oh damnit i've grown so used to stoning with the gang. oh no.. is it good or bad? haha. maybe growing too dependent on people is no good. but how much is too much? ok i'm talking rot. but i still like to stone in sch. i miss the sl. i'm sure lg misses it too haha. sl, a bunch of friends and a pack of cards make our day. haha. but anyway i think i seriously need to start mugging. i haven't started! i need to work out some sort of a schedule. i need time to do all my stuff and first to catch up. oh no. i better hurry. hmmm. i will survive the cts! haha.
rotting at home doing more maths. ok i realize that my life is quite boring without my friends. how sad. hahaz.
haha looks like everyone likes my new layout! yeah! credits goes to el! haha. what i've been doing for hols is maths and more maths. nothing but maths. as usual. i look at bio and faint. but i still need to face it someday. and stupid lg is finishing her hwk. as usual. at the speed she works. but nvm she needs to do work continuously to keep her mind off stuff. and i rule ok for recognizing elva's voice for you haha. anyway going for sleepover at el's house next week! yeah! ok guess i better go do other stuff now.